Hello And Welcome, My Name is Danielle, the website owner, i thought i would write a little bit about me and my Story. I was first bullied at the age of 7. i remember it clearly. all the boys mocking me because i was different calling me a stick. i was skinny back then. and you always do silly stuff at that age. i tried to fight back but that just made it worse. then when i started secondary school thats when it all got worse. i was different. i was skinny. had braces and wasnt very popular. i used to dread going into school as i was like " great what are they going to call me today... Ugly? Geek ? Sticky ? brace face?" i used to wonder why do i have to go to high school if it makes me so upset? what did i do wrong for them to hate me?. this was a daily struggle. i tried talking to my teachers but they said dont worry they are just jealous and we will talk to them.. but by them doing this just made it worse. they used to taunt me even more started calling me teachers pet. this made me even more upset i didnt want to go to school anymore. i started hurting myself with anything i could find... house keys, pen lids, pins. i was very good at hiding it untill one day i couldnt take it no more and i harmed myself secretly in science or so i thought.. my friend caught me and took my keys from me. i know she was trying to help but i was so used to my ways i started crying and tried looking for something else it was then i knew i had to get help.. by this point i had also stopped eating i became very very skinny. size 6-8 i believe. i was diagnosed with Anorexia. this was the lowest point in my life. i wish someone had just been there to help me. to talk to me. but they just didn't do anything to stop the bullies. and honestly i feel that being bullied should make you stronger but it hasn't me.. its made me weaker.. I now suffer from Depression, and me being this way has made we want to help others so they don't fall into this pattern and if there is someone to help make you stronger or even someone to talk to when you need them, then at least i know ive helped atleast someone
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